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Oh, SHOULD I talk about Singapore's AFA this weekend? *silence* Can I not? *laughs*

Yeah yeah blah blah my bro got on a ballot to see Uesaka Sumire (yes, the one and only) in person and got her to sign... whatever it is with his real name on it. I mean, I would've just signed up for Kouno Marika's fanclub but *dabs* so you get it, I'm a passive fan. *laughs* It was interesting seeing him message me on the whole thing though I would argue I should be able to understand everything there better than him including carry a conversation with Sumipe *dabs*, but overall as you can see why I am alone and sad because I can't deal with women in real life- Oh, female colleagues are a different thing your anxiety goes away if there's work on the line lmao

Speaking of which, I don't think this has anything to do with any of the above, remember we are still in married women month so to conclude this! Haha I promise I will not be on this next week, let's talk about someone who is missing from the party thus far! She is...

It was a couple of years ago since I visited my cousin Taketatsu Ayana and her family at her hometown. But this time around at the start of this chilly winter, she told me that plans for marriage with her fiancé have been under way, as she is to be wed the following year.

This may not sound important to anyone, but considering I have been with Ayana since we were kids really makes this sadder than I would have admitted. I thought I was fine, but after having dinner with the family and I stood outside the store under the evening sky, I could not take the next step, to her surprise. I confessed to her the emptiness I felt on the days in the future without her around, and that we cannot do "all those things" together anymore.

"There, one last time, yes?"

She grabbed my hand with an adorable smile on her face. Our hearts skipped a beat. We held hands swinging as we took a stroll (the long way) back to her place, and I take my leave on the night train once more. Next time though, it will not be the same.

So, my relationship with Ayachi. *giggles* Period accurate, by the way, this was half a year before she got married to Kaji Yuki. *laughs* I personally actually fancy this one but not what you think, because being relatives means I can ALREADY be in a relationship with them even if it's a step cousin relationship but this isn't lol this is the actual cousin, which also means I have many more layers of this relationship stuff BECAUSE I just changed families and we can effectively talk about 3 families worth of cousins? I don't know if this makes sense to you though. *laughs* I mean, just because my dad/mom changed their partner doesn't mean I can't be in contact with my relatives from their previous marriage. *silence* Let's not say that is so haha I also don't comprehend half of this either. I just know this is the way to do, to flirt with a married woman because I can-

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What if I told you I LITERALLY JUST FORGOT ABOUT THIS haha but heck, this might be better because apart from keeping in the sadness that is the new DOAXVV anniversary event where I'm chasing Hitomi as Cinderella out of the palace which if you know the girl in the main series that will be impossible I might as well break my legs lmao, it's quite timely for this week's theme... if I chose the other image to talk about it as at this time of night. *giggles*

We are not doing that one though, but we are still on the married women special as I would like to call this series for the whole of November if you don't mind, we did some rather... indecent things last week already we shall not talk about it again hehe, so this week, I'll behave like what I normally do as a man: Just look at women on the streets and NEVER talk to them because I'm not going to talk to women, they gotta approach me. *dabs*

Okay okay let's do this quick I feel like I'll hit midnight soon and all this will be a mist just like the spell casted on Cinderella-

Before I worked at a café near where I lived, I had to be an apprentice at another establishment a few streets away. I ended up being in charge of everything behind the counter, which means I hardly dealt with customers face to face, unlike what most baristas would do. Not like any customer caught my attention some were even rude to the patron, but as I walked into the café on one afternoon shift, I saw a woman sitting by the windowsill, looking into the distance. She then turned left to look at me as I entered, I'm pretty sure our eyes met. Stunned by her beautiful facial features and long brown hair, I looked away as she made a giggle. The barista then served her a drink as I went behind to change. I did ask around if anyone knew about her, and looks like she was new around here. Her allure was such a high standard though, people around here ended up calling her "Rika-sama". I also found out she was married to a baseball player, which is kind of rare.

I wished she was my Cinderella. *giggles* So, no relationship with Rika-sama whatsoever. Not even close. *laughs* Well, I'm a member of her fanclub if that counts. At least in this case, IRL me is having a better time then fictional me, so suck it, loser. *dabs* Anyways, I thought of such a concept for Mikakoshi last week too until I realized the prospect of NOT doing that lol, but for this one I think I can be conservative, I don't think I know Rika-sama enough, but I think, just like her many fans, that I like her. She presents herself with a bubbly personality which I'm thinking of how to present here but heck, doing the opposite and showing how she is more perfect and unattainable than Amamiya Sora (lol) would be more interesting in my opinion. *giggles* I think we are near the end of the month, so at least we can look forward to who is ending this theme. See you then.

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Okay how wrong can I write my fanfics here? *silence* Well anyways...

Haha alright maybe this might go too far as to how much I can fantasize this, but heck, this is married women month I will write something that makes zero sense just because romancing them now is a mistake and all this doesn't matter because it's fictional me and I CAN WRITE WHATEVER THE F**K I WANT-

Oh, happy birthday Komatsu Mikako. *laughs* No really, my love for you is not enough for you to just fall in love with fictional me. *wink*

More off-the-rails stories to match my courage in writing these for fictional me to experience, I guess! I'm doing this earlier so I can go have dinner with my family and not hers-

I did not fancy working an office job, so as recommended by career agencies and with a bit of luck, I landed a job at a neighbourhood café as an apprentice barista. The training might be tough, but my perspective changed when I met Komatsu Mikako who lives alone nearby and is a regular of this establishment. We have been acquaintances since then.

But last weekend, to my surprise, she brought her husband in and delighted the owner about their marriage news. The husband went into the toilet, leaving Mikako sitting at the bar table in front of me. I was starting at her and wiping the cups on my hands the whole time, she hesitated to look at me.

"Don't stare at me too much..."

I put my left hand by the side and leaned in towards her. Our hearts thumped real hard for no reason, fixing our eyes against each other. I then placed the cup of coffee which was on my right hand in front of her. She did not directly look at me for the rest of the session.

So, my relationship with Mikakoshi is somewhat like friends? Yeah, more or less. It's like some close maybe intimate childhood friend acquaintance thing? Yeah, but she's older than fictional me which is same age as me lol, I don't view her as an elder sister (you should have asked my elder sis which one of us is older and she will just point at me lmao), and your husband doesn't matter. *giggles* Alright this might be borderline doing NTR stuff (if you don't understand that don't worry about it) (or just watch Anime "KanoKano" lmao), but no, I'll never go that far. *wink* Maeno-san doesn't know. *laughs* 

I'll go take a nap now to forget about all this. *laughs* Love you, Mikako. *chu*

P.S. I feel like I also cornered myself on my career prospects because damn I still want to write more stories with Rieri after she just re-opened her fanclub and made me so high just seeing her new photos. *wink* Yes, I signed up again already, thanks for asking. *giggles*

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I was just reminded today is "great (idol) support day" so I guess not you Akarin haha also I decided on this yesterday not knowing any of these so not you also Ayachi though I would argue I'll support the latter more than who we will be talking about today. *dabs*

Speaking of which, we have a new story to tell, this one's a sequel, still featuring a married woman which will be the theme for the rest of the month haha it's ok if you haven't figured out by now, so let's proceed with another episode in this 2nd season(?) of a series where fictional me encounter and interact with women I adore. *giggles*

A few days after I helped a certain lady seek shelter from the sudden pouring rain, I have been contacted by someone who said they were the talent manager of Hanazawa Kana, and would like to meet up in thanks for my kind act back then. Upon noticing the opportunity I have created for myself, we agreed to meet up the following afternoon.

We met up in city center, and with some egging from Kana-chan, we eventually settled for a famous bakery which they frequent. They ordered a table's worth of bread and a couple of drinks to go with, it was quite a spectacle. Kana-chan held up a piece of bread which looks like a human face and smiled at me. I pointed a finger towards my face, and she burst out laughing while attempting to apologize.

Since then, it felt like between Kana-chan saying "Eat up, eat up!" and her talking to the manager, I think she might have been embarrassed from her behaviour earlier. This was such a treat in many layers, I skipped dinner that evening.

So yeah, some proper conclusion(?) to this weird relationship between fictional me and Kana-chan, by the way. Isn't she some famous Japanese voice actress? Really, me, this is it though?? *laughs* Hey, at least they returned the favour despite all the formality, I guess this is just a reason for me to be elusively involved in her bread addiction as I would love to point out as one of her attributes. Still, we have seen her being rather improper on camera (lmao) so I thought seeing her being shy and demure and so pure (lol) will probably do some good on my heart. *giggles* Kana-chan is a lovely individual, isn't it? *wink*

P.S. Boy am I still frustrated at my dinner out just now because not only did my food take up to 45 minutes to serve and I don't want to even question why, but also all this time I have been sitting beside the table of a rich jerk who is (vaguely and incorrectly) explaining to someone on the next table (by the way) about investments and doing big things in life, I want to beat him to show him what's up. *laughs* Maybe I'll sleep this out and tomorrow will be better, eh? *sob*

P.P.S.Perhaps the only consolation was the group of Japanese girls (you read that right) queuing in front of us, and they went "Yoshi" when it was their turn. *silence* Yeah, I'll have sex with any one of them. *laughs*

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Happy birthday Toyosaki Aki!! Haha for once we should cut to the chase.

So yeah, this week onwards which was the planned run from now till end of the year, but you know, I had to put in two weeks of ex-girlfriend lore just because. *giggles* Okay, moving forward though, as I would like to subtitle "the married women special" haha ah, I shall write about fictional me with you know, currently married bunch of women. You know, the upside of this is I don't have to change my lore if they DO get married because they already have. Yeah, can we have a spicy divorce? I should not have said that lmao I wish them happiness even if they aren't with me.

*silence*

Anyways, let's get this going! I wonder who is featured this week... *wink*

For a year's summer holidays during my university life, I had to work part-time at a bicycle rental store. Facing the beach with a lot of foot traffic, it was busy but they paid well so I didn't mind taking in the views while I earned some allowance.

A month into my shift though, a lady who registered herself as "Toyosaki Aki" changed my perspective of summer entirely. I helped her find a bicycle suitable for her height with ample space for her long legs, which - with just a pair of shorts - are shining brighter than the afternoon sun. After I finished pumping air on her bike wheels, she sat on me with a satisfied face. I turned back and squatted down to continue doing my other tasks. It wasn't until she said something that made me raise my brows.

"Preparations are all done! It would be great if someone were to join me..."

Soon after, my shift was over. The boss then saw what happened and allowed me to grab a bicycle for an hour. That was the best hour I had that weekend.

Hmm, so Aki-chan's relationship to fictional me. Pure acquaintances, shall be the theme over here and likely over the next few posts but who knows if I will change my mind, but I intend to let these stories be stuff that fictional me would have experienced just hanging out in public and meeting people. Because seriously, we can't write a love story plot they are already married I might as well be her puppy at this point. *laughs* Coming back to reality though, fictional me would not have agreed to go along with her if not for her charm which has been rubbing off on me since when I started watching Anime all those years ago, and is probably still it with her newest solo artist album a couple of years ago. This is... pretty humble for a story for how much I have liked her over the years, to be frank. *giggles*

P.S. Yes, the mention of bare legs is a thing haha I HOPE SHE BROUGHT HER SUNSCREEN lmao (no seriously though I didn't bring any or if you want to buy from our shop? *laughs*)

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Well, that was a great Saturday afternoon nap. *giggles* The cold wind was of great help, thanks for asking haha

We are back for another series of me thinking that I can get laid with other women in real life! Yes, this is fictional me trying to blend in and maaaaaaybe think of ways to incorporate all of them into my ideal life. Please, we can't be that lame and STILL be single at 30! We gotta have a girlfriend by now, maybe think of marriage.

*silence*

Man, even this intro is fiction lmao what is less real than this though!! *laughs* Alright let's write a flashback to explain our story last week!

This happened at a friend's place years ago. Kitou Akari and I were invited by our college friends for a party at the end of the year. We sang songs, everyone was down on fried chicken and beer, and my friend passed out before they could send both of us home.

I was too nervous to even do anything. I casually commented that they should stop drinking, but Akari who sat in front of me was just staring at my direction. She was all eyes on me because my drunk friend blurted out I have been eyeing on her for a while ever since the study session at a fast food restaurant, but I have not been taking action since. I explained that if not to concentrate on the exams as a first year student, I would love to spend more time with her.

"You have to keep the promise you said here", she said softly in the quiet, dimly-lit room. My heart melted along with my anxiety, I ended up chugging a can of beer. She laughed out loud in response.

We started dating not long after the exams were over.

Well, if my story isn't much of a hint enough, and thus I conclude the description of my relationship between Akarin and fictional me... she was my ex. *giggles* Yup, I don't think I will ever mention how we broke up lmao we really shouldn't, but who knows? Maybe that current girlfriend was part of the problem. *laughs* Anyways, I feel like this is quite a journey *kinda* similar to my own experience in college where some girl told me to study with her for the semester's course and... that's it. *laughs* In this story though, I brought in some friends or maybe just course mates to look like I have friends (lol), and slip her into the story previously where we hung out to study, in case you wondered how that worked. So yeah, Akarin would have been a great girl to date I would think, so this is my imagination of what would have been. You think she will take some action if she found out that some dude likes her? Only if he's super attractive, right? RIGHT?? *laughs*

P.S. Teaser for next week since, in case you didn't notice, next week's post will align with Toyosaki Aki's birthday... You can figure out yourself from here haha see you then

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Ah hey, welcome back. Really didn't expect to do this again after taking just a month's break, but here we are. Forgive me if I didn't keep up the standards on this though, she has high standards here as with all other women fictional me is going to interact with. *wink*

This one in particular, we are kickstarting off to celebrate someone's birthday in about two days time, so don't mind me doing this earlier as with our regular schedule so I can get back to do up posts for the weekend (now that I don't have a laundry list of Anime to watch) so to, you know, put more of them into my fictional life. Ah, such is fiction, isn't it?

Without further ado, let's!

It has been a while since Kitou Akari and I hung out together downtown. She has cut her hair down, and looked fashionable. Of course, she is now a celebrity and all, we are barely friends now.

She chose a fast food chain we used to eat. How nostalgic, we used to spend afternoons studying in groups during college. We sat down at a window seat and she immediately noticed the new item on the menu. She immediately took an order without waiting for me. She enjoyed the drink, the sides were fries which she said she missed, but when it came to the burger, she looked at it for a moment and went silent.

She shoved the plate towards me. When I asked her why, she said she just wanted to try but changed her mind. As she promptly took another order, I leaned back in disbelief; She has not changed at all.

"I like how you are here to let me try out new things."

I pause in my actions before I dismissed what she said. I looked back at her. She looks away to the top right, chipping away at her potato fry.

Man, do I wish I can be this friendly with Akarin. *giggles* Yeah, I was trying to create a feel that she has with her colleagues ie. friends at work, what do you think? Oh, I'm not married? OOPS lmao can we not burn our dear girl here, she is going to leave us virgins behind after releasing that new single which I will be reviewing in a couple of weeks. *silence* We will have more of her coming back though, as with my schedule so far, and I might just extend this to the end of the year just because I missed writing this even though it's cheesy and will never happen in real life. *silence* Ok Aozaki Shouhei say goodbye to these losers here haha *dabs*

P.S. Trust me when I say I scoured the fanclub images and videos (for this one was from the fanclub goods last year) to confirm what she was eating in that image because if there is anything about this series I will keep a standard of, is descriptive accuracy. *giggles* I have to fill the alt text dude I can't lie

P.P.S. Akarin looking to the top right is a fan-observed symbol of her using her brain or lying if I'm not wrong, as seen from a YouTube clip compilation. *searches for vid* Wow I can't believe I can't find this, am I hallucinating? lol whatever this is part of the script now I will use it to my advantage haha

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I thought of doing this up yesterday but my introverted self was out all afternoon *cringe* haha and also I could spread out the posts for the rest of the week, so here we are. For this week though, we will end the summer of August (lol) with someone else because I got enough of repaying Inorin. *laughs*

Anyways, I hope you are okay with sequels every other week because I really should have done this back to back, again thanks to the one married woman in this month's list (lol) I had to make some adjustments. Yeah it's like the Anime "ToniKawa" special episodes just do your own recap before we start haha

To whoever told my dear Koga Aoi about my recent interaction with Waki Azumi in that foot bath near my place, I hate you. They don't know that Koga-chan she has such a temper about such things, she walked away the moment she saw me at our meeting point in a summer festival near her place.

Fortunately, I had a chance to explain myself whilst grabbing on to her hand. But instead of listening to me, she pointed at the dessert store which drew her attention. I did not hesitate to buy her what she wanted, and she walked to the bridge behind the stalls to eat. I stood by her with an awkward silence until she smiled at me and offered me a serving.

"I-I wasn't that mad at all."

I swallowed down all my worry and anxiety along with its sweet taste. Thank goodness she understood the situation as I have explained. Or did she...?

So surprise surprise!! I planned this all along I promise I didn't want to resort to this hehe, but yeah Koga Aoi in fiction is my current same year jealous girlfriend. *dabs* In case you have not realized from the story above, she lives far away from my place but the others aren't (lol) so she got jealous of me being friendly with Ajuju even though - and I legit have a reason to argue this now haha - she is already married to someone. *giggles* Hey, can't stop that j-j-j-jealousy amirite fellas?? Haha I wished she was that desperate. Yeah, in case you don't know how this works just imagine Ruka-chan in Anime "KanoKari": We are dating but technically I also like... well, apparently everyone else in this series LMAO can we not. *laughs*

Moving forward though, I might take a break from this madness (lol) but also reflect on the content I shall prepare from here on. There is talk about continuing APoL my own novel series in this format, and Suruga-ya is slowly running out of images that I can comment on even this one above requires some imagination, so stay tuned in the new week and month for another update!

P.S. Just realized this aligns with Ruka-chan's birthday hehe Naobou I did it haha

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Well I did promise you a sequel so here we are!!

Haha if you have no idea what I'm talking about, refer to my story two weeks ago and then come back here for the continuation- Hey, I wished I didn't screw this up and do this back to back especially if we are talking about sequels but heck, Anime isn't even following this rule already so technically I'm still fine. *giggles* Hey, someone popped on that news to be relevant last week so I had to get it off- What am I even saying she is already taken lol not this one though HAHAHA

Might as well write this before she is though, it's hard to predict Japanese voice actresses marital status nowadays lol ikr Inorin might already be flirting with some dude for what we know-

After walking around the festival for a bit, I bought some sparklers for us to end the day. Well, Minase Inori told me to buy for her to play because I am again reminded on how this is just a date to repay her for saving my life and all expenses are on me. She is enjoying herself though, so it was worth buying another pack.

We played by the shed around the back nearby the shop where they sold them. The sky is dark enough to light them up but bright enough for me to still see the ecstatic face Minase-san was making while she lit one up. She cheekily brought it to my face without me looking, I squirmed in fear and retreated a few centimetres. Her beautiful smile immediately turned into a giggle but also quickly turned into a face of worry.

"I'm really sorry for scaring you. Are you alright?"

She moved up to me as I nodded in embarrassment. I later did the same thing to her as she was preparing to light up another sparkler.

The theme song for this week's story is likely Minase Inori's "Natsu Yume" and boy was that quite a song to describe this occasion. Well, just the situation at hand, not the benefactor part in case you totally forgot about how this might have happened not in real life. *giggles* Nonetheless, since we didn't know each other well anyways we are technically acquaintances, so cheeky Inorin can only happen in fiction, right? *silence* Man, I wish summer festivals were like this for me, all we have here are Hungry Ghost festivals- Maybe I just want to date Inorin after all hehe oh you bet I'm going to continue this lore someday because as a benefactor is there any end to repaying this? *giggles* See you then.

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Alright this week's plan was to continue on the story that is whatever summer thing from last week if you have read that haha featuring Inorin of all people, but now that the news is out yesterday that a certain someone is married, I feel like I may have made the mistake of doing this first a week later even though it was supposed to- INORIN IT'S ALL YOUR FAULT haha okay me, not like you have an idea to write this story last week without the marriage news anyways. *looks at Kana-chan* Haha oh well, maybe let's think of something here, yes? 

This week's guest is kind of... I wouldn't even say favourite now because damn if you get married your rank drops real fast lol she is now technically ranked below her puppies haha trust me I was sadder yesterday than today I would trauma dump if I had to do this a day ago.

Forget about the outside world for now, maybe time travel back a bit, in my new story about interacting with girls I like!

There was this open foot bath that is very popular in the neighbourhood. As I have cold feet, I would pop in from time to time to enjoy this public facility which is hard to find in the city. But recently, as I passed by it on my way home at night, I saw my neighbour Waki Azumi in a yukata soaking her feet in the water. She said she was on her way back after visiting the shrine and taking some photos of the nearby festival.

As I took a seat opposite her after what was quite a long walk, she decided to dangle her feet against mine and I laughed it off in embarrassment. We had some chit chat, and after some time, she stretched her hands up into the air and forwards to me with a smile, and I stared at her in confusion.

"Pull me up, I sat for too long!" I let off a giggle as I pulled her up, and she gave me a cute pout in return.

After we both got out, I walked her home before going back to my own abode a street away.

*sigh* (Haha)

Oh yeah, I'm totally taking a page from her photobook a couple of years ago hehe I did not sleep with her afterwards though. *silence*

So yeah, my relationship with Ajuju. *laughs* I feel like my relation with her should be less than lovers (since I can't get over dogs as in I'm slightly allergic to them) but more of just neighbours hanging out, and coincidentally at this day, I was hanging out with just her. Hey, she lives nearby, okay? Don't ask me how someone will know of this encounter *wink*, but this proximity in this fictional world, someone will likely be put in jealousy, I suppose. Now that we can get "married couple" out of the way haha *sob* and to add to the fever, I almost had the chance to buy the final illustration book from the new Comiket series I'll be doing down the line but when I saw it yesterday morning, I only got to it by the end of the day and since I'm not buying directly from the store so there was a delay, it was sold out by the time Buyee could get to it. AJUJU THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT haha well I should have done this earlier during the day but I forgot so it's all on me. *sob* See you next time haha even typing on this new keyboard which arrived before I typed this is making regret my life decisions because it's technically worse imo now and I can't revert back to the old keyboard which refused to connect and will make me type Vs out of nowhere *sob* I will live with all of this regret in due time I just need to rest more lol see you all for Anime this weekend.

P.S. Also TL:DR; Dear Waki Azumi your marriage news have made me sadder than I have ever since many idols ago who made this transition and I don't know why my heart hurts. *silence* Maybe I do love you for all you are despite my dislike for dogs. I wished I was your gamer husband though, I truly do.

P.P.S. Oh happier news, Kanno Mai's birthday livestream this weekend is going to be DOPE!! *giggles* F**K COMIKET DUDE I CAN'T EVEN GET PRE-ORDERS RIGHT lol

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Oh hey and I'm back! For this month though, I will be focused on the summer theme since this heat is getting into me and I can't stop thinking of girls in yukata lmao not true I wish they would just take it off- This is the intro you wanted, me? *laughs* Maybe I should rewrite this to be honest even the outro which I haven't written is still better than this garbage-

Anyhow, if you can appreciate such level of comedy and/or if you really are desperate like me and want to imagine going on the summer dates with the voice actress you like, boy do I have some of them lined up this month and then maybe we see what else my creative mind can cook up with. Because damn, I'm going to run out of image sources real soon.

Without further ado, let's get the hardest one to write of the rest of the list going! No really, I don't even know this one will make any sense hehe who cares amirite

It was the first of many favours I had to repay Minase Inori personally for saving my life some time ago. Of all things, she wanted me to join her in a summer festival outside of town. We arranged to meet nearby and walk the rest of the way there. I was amazed and speechless when I saw her slender body in the yellow-white yukata for the first time, I looked away to hide my embarrassment.

"What is with that expression", she said to me while giggling as I tried to explain myself and hold my embarrassment back from her.

As we walked down the streets en route to the festival, we passed by a playground on which had a pelican-like ride. Minase-san thought it was adorable and went up to it while saying "isn't this cute" along the way. She then squatted down, put her finger against its beak, and looked back at me with a pout. I was confused yet adored at this sight, where later she explained that I looked exactly like that earlier on.

I feel like putting the context in for this inside the fiction might make this too long so I might as well put it here. Inorin's relation to me... Hmm, well it cannot be imouto I can only have the one imouto and Moka-chan failed the latest auditions so *laughs* Anyways, this is kind of like a benefactor relationship? Yeah, she saved my life once and I am to return the favour by... going out with her? Haha, that can only happen in fiction. *giggles* Also also, it's more like an aggression considering does anyone even want them to repay such a favour unless you are so attractive to go out with it'll be worth your time? *looks at self* Maybe not me in reality but this is Aozaki Shouhei we are talking about so sure. Maybe the other way around would've made more sense. *laughs* See you next time for the sequel. *giggles*

P.S. Little did I tell you that in order for all this to happen I must have had her contact information MUAHAHAHA- She asked me for it by the way *dabs*

P.P.S. Also did some Japanese on the dialogues (I don't think mobile can see but I'll work on something) so that I can truly experience what it's like for them to talk to me-

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Wow, this blog is getting busy this weekend huh, thanks to that dream I had last night. *giggles*

Nothing to do with the one we will be talking about next though, damn this is such a last minute decision too, but I think I have an idea of what I would do to this... woman haha let's not spoil this too much yet, but hey, one can fantasize this much, yes? I mean, you will get the idea- Don't say I'm a simp I follow so many female voice actresses in Japan we can't talk about just ONE of them haha *dabs*

Maybe we start soon, yes? I can only get high about someone wet for this long- It's summer, people. *laughs*

It was a sunny afternoon where all of a sudden, the sky went dark and it created a huge downpour. After a couple of minutes it did stop, but what greeted me by my doorstep was more amusing than the change in weather.

In front of my front porch under its roof stood what looked like Hanazawa Kana, drenched from her hair down to her torso. She decided to ask around for directions to a certain bungalow in this hilly area, but did not manage to escape the sudden rainfall upon her despite seeking the nearest shelter. I told her it can be confusing up these parts, felt bad for her so I let her in to dry up lest she catch a cold.

I passed her a clean towel to wipe her hair, and only then did I notice who she was. She looked back at me and we stared at each other for a couple of seconds. She asked if there was anything wrong with her, I said no and looked away in embarrassment. She contacted the owner of the lodge she intended to visit and left soon after.

Yeah putting in Kana-chan... was a choice. *giggles* I thought of what I can do to her in a situation (lol) and I saw this image and wondered if I can make myself not even know of her in the first place. Well, in person of course, who doesn't know Kana-chan if you watched Anime. *giggles* But yeah, real awkward way to write this because the scope of this is rather vague assuming how large my abode is in this story lmao I will need more lifetimes to earn this much at my rate, but I think it made sense for me to exhibit my kindness to a passing idol. *silence* I REALLY am trying not to write anything ecchi that can make this more wrong than I think because seriously, who talks about idols in revealing clothing? *looks at Isobe Karin photobook cover* Okay maybe not with this married woman- AND getting wet?? *laughs*

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Oh I'm writing this a day early because I'm going to be busy this weekend and yes it's because of Anime but also I'm going out so I'm not spending the usual Saturday evening doing this up. Besides, I can do this WHENEVER I WANT it just has to be a weekly post. *silence* Or not, we might not keep that momentum if I can't find something for next week to end the month. *giggles*

Well, this week's guest is most definitely coinciding with their birthday a couple of days ago so I won't spoil who they are (lol why the link then), since if you read the first sentence and not think I picked this up from my own book of life where I hang out with my sis for breakfast which is technically earlier in the day than this... don't ask anymore NO MORE QUESTIONS haha let's just do this

It was a great start to my day off in the Natsukawa family. The light shining into my room was so bright and warm it woke me up late into the morning. Knowing that Shiina also was free today and it has been a while since we hung out, I messaged her if she wanted to join me for brunch. Not long after, we left home together for the cafe downtown.

The shops started to open in the shopping district as we made our way back after we got some groceries. Shiina then saw the capsule toy machines by the toy store and begged for me to give her some loose change to play them. Surprisingly, she got the prize she wanted immediately without breaking my wallet, but instead gave it to me. I told her I was not interested and she can keep it as a gift from me, but the smile on her face is irresistibly cute (and she was real pushy about it) so I had to accept it. It has been hanging off my carry bag ever since.

Man, do I really wish I was involved with Natsukawa Shiina (lol) or be in the Natsukawa family somehow. If it had, it HAS to be step siblings, right? *laughs* Then again I cannot imagine my mom being with a Japanese lol nor my dad, though thinking about a bit more in the shower just now make me see that the latter might be more possible. My dad's already into Vietnamese women singing traditional Chinese songs, what else is new? *laughs* Okay not going to be too persistent on this, being Japanese male sucks anyways. *laughs* And that's saying about their work life even without conscription. *silence* Okay maybe I should stop tanking on them, but seriously having Nan-chan as imouto sounds great, I don't mind being single forever! *laughs* I will get to know her other two sisters too. Who knows, maybe they are cuter than her-

P.S. Speaking of capsule toys, tomorrow's reason for not doing this... tomorrow lol is to go to one, specialized ones from Bandai are opening in Singapore, and if you heard of me saying it and saw the plural on the previous part of this sentence, I will be going with my friends again but this time to their new 2nd branch. So yeah, we shall see if there is any different and if I will NOT regret to not roll a Hololive keychain instead haha maybe I should huh, me. 

P.P.S. Is there a TrySail capsule toy I can roll? That isn't MusicRay'n Capsule because I can't pay there? *laughs*

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Hey, welcome back to every weekend ie. the haven in my pathetic life so far, where I talk about how ideal or at this point imaginary, my life would have been as a Japanese... but surrounded with ladies I like. Specifically of voice actresses though; I can't keep writing how much I want to bang porn actresses or whatever haha-

Well, continuing on the story last time, this time around we are greeted with someone else familiar too, at least to me. But I feel like I don't know her too well, so might as well know less as I write my own lore into it. *laughs* Maybe I should listen to her weekly solo radio on Wednesdays lol that needs an app though

The sun shines into the cabin as I board a train to meet up with my friends a few stops away out of the city. Holding on to the handrail with one hand as I face outwards into the scenery looking into my phone, I felt a tap on my shoulder. Turning around, with both hands holding on to a handrail and returning a faint smile, it was Asakura Momo on the same train with me, who was also en route to meeting her friends. A soft call of "Aozaki-san?" melted me more than the hot sun, and we started some chit chat, talking about food and recent TV shows and all. As I went on about my monologue, Asakura-san listened attentively. I felt like she did not just converse with me with a passing smile, but was behaving more like someone who was keen on being a listening ear. To me, the conversation made me feel like she was such a nice person overall. Perhaps and maybe, she was just interested in knowing more about me.

Yeah and then the train hard braked and she landed on me, I know I know. *laughs*

What do you think? Well, what do I think?? In this case though, maybe it's not obvious enough because I assume this needs a lot more context, Mocho here will be the most left out of the bunch, but will also be the one I'll be most interested in. Yes, and it's not because of chest. *giggles* Because recall last time where Ten-chan is the one who rejected me (and maybe she'll try to give me chance again) and there's the imouto haha so this one is neglected as much as I have the best chance to be together with. And the feelings will be vice versa too, in case you don't think this will happen. *giggles* Now you get the idea, yes? I just want to p-

P.S. Please, me, that is "put my d-" "put my lips against hers" haha that is the nicest I can make it

P.P.S. Imagine me making out with Mocho in front of the other two. Imagine their reactions. *giggles*

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This time around, it'll be a little different in setting. Yes, I'm totally going bonkers on this one though. *laughs* Well, this is what I'd imagine recently is my background and circumstances for IF I do live in their world, so just hear me out, yes? Is this long enough of an intro no one will get spoiled who is featured in this? Oh yeah, this is all a mirage. *giggles* I hope so though because this time around...!

Yesterday was quite a night as it was my first time I had a sleepover with my younger stepsister Natsukawa Shiina and her friends Asakura Momo and Amamiya Sora. Since I lost a bet playing games with them last night, they forced me to sleep on the sofa and wake up early to make breakfast for them. 

I heard footsteps from the staircase leading upstairs the following morning as I was in the kitchen. I turned around to see Sora was the first to come down, with unkempt long hair from what I assume was a morning shower, walking out smelling fresher than a bed of roses. We both greeted each other in the chilly morning. She looks around the kitchen I just cleaned up before she sat down across the table. She showed me a grin in her face without makeup as she takes a small bite off the burger I made.

"Oh wow, so you can cook up something like this now."

Yes, Amamiya-san, for passively mocking on my cooking abilities. It was because I was rejected by you in high school that I learned how to cook.

I know right, I would never be able to date her, even in fiction. *giggles* Heck, Ten-chan just be my girlfriend it can just be rental haha get it that's a reference to Anime "KanoKari" she voiced main girl Chizuru go check that out it's on season three this week.

In context though, just a little more because I thought of setting a character limit on the above to keep the story concise screw you Twitter haha, yes I chose to make Ten-chan my first ever confession and rejection, when I was in high school. *giggles* I was rejected probably because she was being practical and targeted on stuff I could not do to support her since she wanted someone who can cook on the days she doesn't want to. I mean, fair point *laughs*, so guess what happened to me since then. Nothing, that's fiction, I never learned cooking, not in real life. *laughs* Let me confess to Ten-chan in real life and I'll try.

P.S. I'll leave the context of living with the girls for another time haha *dabs* I promise you once again this will make sense- It's in the same world dude

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Well, happy 4th anniversary, this blog. And to celebrate, I shall start with a new segment since I have not done these in a while, and also probably to replace the dreams that I have because I keep forgetting them like an old man and instead of dreaming at night why not dream during the day? *laughs*

To start us off, and I promise she is not the motivation for this hehe *wink*, we have Takahashi Rie-san!! Haha what is with this formality image sponsored by Suruga-ya by the way and yes I ordered myself another batch again lol we need to start

It was my first day at a full-time job in Japan. Coming back from an overseas workplace, I did not realize how many of them can't speak good English. Seeing as I was introduced alone as a newbie, Takahashi-san called on me to join her for lunch with everyone else.

We went to an establishment near the office and as we settled down, everyone started sitting in their groups. Some were taking their orders and others were arranging the tables. The ladies were talking about what they did in the weekend, while the guys were mad about the baseball match the day before. I sat down at the end of the table awkward and alone, preparing to take my smartphone out to kill the time. It was then, Takahashi-san handed out an empty plate to me. Our eyes met for a second. For whatever reason, I felt that her sincerity and affection to me was much different as she was to others as she engages me in conversation, I wonder if she is this nice to everyone.

This shall be it, maybe next time there will not be an outro to explain what happened. Still cannot imagine OL Rieri though, she did put herself in this situation in the recent Seigura magazine. *giggles* Also, I've never worked in Japan so I don't think it will be anything like this. *laughs* Bear in mind this will not be just about me simping on voice actresses (although it might as well be haha *dabs*), because maybe I'll talk about me in Anime worlds next time. Yeah, not isekai. *laughs* DATING RIERI IS REAL see you next time then

P.S. The idea of this series will be to write of stories of fiction to complement (not replace) my life as a Japanese aka Aozaki Shouhei, in imaginary situations. Meaning I won't do stuff that isn't represented in images before so no sex (haha), or change myself into an ikemen just to get all the chicks or something. You will get it when the time comes I can imagine it anyways *giggles*

P.S. Okay dude you need to take less time to do this up we are an hour in already lmao